December 21, 2005

It's been a while...

yeah, yeah, I know. I've since fallen off the wagon. but only a foot or two. not the whole body. I've realized that I can smoke socially. I know it's still not good, but it's a start. I can even not smoke during pool. But drinking is a completely different ball game. anywhoo....i'm still not done christmas shopping. close, but not quite. it's like this every year. and I say that every year is going to be different. I'll actually finish on time. yeah right. i'm such a procrastinator. BUT, at least the stuff I have to get is not at the malls...mmmwwwwhhhhaaa...Gosh, is it Sunday yet??? Merry Christmas! *that's right, not friggin happy holidays!* Merry Chirstmas everyone..

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December 07, 2005


swiped fromDaniel

1. What is your favorite word? - Cool

2. What is your least favorite word? - can't think of one...

3. What turns you on creatively, spiritually or emotionally? - words spoken with love.

4. What turns you off? - Harshness

5. What is your favorite curse word? - Fuck...

6. What sound or noise do you love? - The sound of my BF coming through the door.

7. What sound or noise do you hate? - alarm clocks

8. What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? - Professional Baker

9. What profession would you not like to do? - sales

10. If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? - There are some people here that have been waiting for you.

11) It’s time to spread some “It’s Blogcess” linky love? I don't think I'd do that to someone... if you want to do it... go ahead.

Oh and just to let you know.....over 72 hours and counting....

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December 06, 2005

It's hard...

dammit...really hard. I try to think of something else when I want a smoke. but i keep coming back to having a cig. Over 48 hours people. and counting... Lord help me...

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December 05, 2005

I'm a Quitter...

well, it's been over 24 hours now that I haven't smoked a cigarette. Over 24 hours... i can't believe it myself. i looked for my cigs to throw out, but I think my boyfriend beat me to it. oh well. it's hard. I admit it. but I'm trying at least. So, we'll see what happens.

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